Dumpling's Blog

2012-02-11T04:50:00.000-08:00

seriously, dont give in.

not so soon.

not until you are really sure that he loves you.

this is getting so ridiculous...

O level year post2

2012-02-06T07:16:00.000-08:00

stressed.

its only been one month and i'm really tired as fuck.

i can literally sleep for 2 days non stop if im given the time.

i need 24 more hours per day.

well, i need more time...long or short....just more...

the problem with me is that

i think way too much and stress myself out

its getting easier

i'm learning to deal with all these :)

okay gonna go now~

cant stay for long

my head is in throbbing pain cause i slept at 4 yesterday ...

its not that i dont wanna sleep early..

i've been lying in the bed for 4 hours and i just cant fall asleep....

what can i do.... ):

hmm....gonnna sleep now and hopes that i will fall asleep fast ~

byebye , goodluck to myself and anyone taking Os this year~

CNY 2012

2012-01-21T23:01:00.000-08:00

Happy chinese new year!!!! i know i look weird...whatever.

my mum helped me did this pink nails with silver shimmers , gelish nails. thank you mummy!

kindly excuse my zilian-ness...*cough cough*
i'm watching you...

for some reason, this year's CNY just dont feel right.

maybe its because i'm taking my Os this year.

V toh says we have can only spend a max of 2 days to enjoy CNY and study for the rest of the days.hmm...

going to my guardian's house later~ she's really sweet and cook really yummy food *drools

cant wait to eat :D

this CNY is gonna be all about majiong for my parents.......ytd they played majiong at friend's house until two o'clock....

what so fun about majiong ==.... guess i'll never understand...

gonna shower and get ready now...ciao~

2012-01-12T06:32:00.000-08:00

Life haven been easy for me. I have not had a good sleep since school reopens. But I guess that's what this year is suppose to be. i have to work hard, and that , of course, means sacrificing my sleeping time, playing time etc.

I have no self discipline... and i really meant none...really.

I would play first before i study. Worst off, i could not concentrates when studying.

Maybe i'm the ADHD kid TCS talking about HAHAHA

k lah not so serious but yeah....

sometimes i will really wake up and work hard

but most of the time, no way ...

this year, i really have put in my best effort...

no more playing etc etc etc...at least not until i have finished my homework....i hope~~

After years of studying, i've kind of find out what works the best for me.

I need to be free of distractions like phones, computers especially.

I need to take breaks once 2 hours or somewhere around there.

Those helped me to stay focused.

But after i'm done with all those sayings, i rarely put my words into actions.

The 'me' now do not deserve a A grade at all.

I have to change.

It will be too late if i procrastinate any further.

So far, i had managed to be a good kid haha.

But how long it'll last, we shall see

i have to stay positive. Once i've scored good mark for o level, i can relax for 2 months.

ok lazy to write so here are some nice pix :D

Drink clique outing! :D

2011-12-26T22:48:00.000-08:00

its an awesome day for me (hopefully for them too :)) looks like my double chin HAHA

went to meet tian ning first

cause msg and kan thinks we should talk .____.

makes me nervous somehow

when i think of it

we dont have much to talk to these days ... haizz sad i know~~~

so i'm worried that we might have many awkward moments~~~

but it turns out okay :D

not as awkward as i thought it would be

maybe i over think it hehe

then that kan , dunno what happened maybe she got infected by me, is late so we end up sitting at the hawker center waiting for them.

kan and msg come here by taxi, so rich sia!!HAHA

we end up eating and chatting in the hawker center afterall

msg's grandma is seriously a great cook! dunno how she can cook fried rice until so nice one

mine will be tasteless and dry~~inedible HAHA

but my fav is still the pop corn chicken , fried food FTW!!

ziwei brought cupcake that she and zihui cook one.

damn nice also !!

ziwei can be a good house wife ah hehe XD

after that, we slack here slack there slack everywhere :P

the beach breeze is so relaxing~

i just wanna sit there all day

healthier than facing com screen all day haha

ziwei kept writing things on the beach and cow kept stepping over it to get rid of it HAHA epic.

forgot to take the picture of hwee jing's message to sky O.O

somehow, i dunno how, cow and i end up picking up pointy seeds from the sand and throwing it into the sea, like 5 years old sia HAHAA

then i take it to the next level by doing sth even more childish...throwing leaves at ziwei

i didnt aim properly somemore!! haizz, and yes i'm the oldest among them.

bbq, meander, picking up seashells, so many happenings that had made my day :)

side note: zimin so guai but ziwei treat her so bad~haiyo

side side note : i really want to go there again, and i will be wearing slipper instead of flats next time!!

to the drink clique: I LOVE YOU!!! ❤

2011-12-26T22:39:00.000-08:00

i'm suppose to be doing homework right now...

my mum is at home.

i wanted to show her that i am a good daughter.

i guess.

k just one post

and i'll go to studying

maybe two

ok just two :)

these days training has been okay, much better than last time

but still far from enough.

i think it is part of our fault too

because of our inability to lead properly

we failed to bring them up to standard.

haizz, must buck up and train le. really train.

other than that, my homework is another pain in the ass....

1) all final year correction undone

2) chinese homework undone

3) ....

forget it, all i've done is a tiny bit of chem booklet and half of maths worksheet.

just thinking about made me shiver .___.

eating delicious tuna now~makes me happy :D

2011-12-22T22:16:00.000-08:00

maybe.

2011-12-18T06:11:00.000-08:00

acting like i dont care

when i really do

sth's really wrong with me...

confused..who is the real me

FYI

2011-12-17T01:51:00.000-08:00

I treat people the way they treat me.

So decide how u want me to act towards u.

2011-12-17T01:37:00.000-08:00

bought this for christmas to put all my things (kind of)

my hello kitty behind!! :)

my mum say the earrings will oxides for a bit if i put them outside

so i left some of the new ones in their own boxes.

My printer is not cooperating with me

i try to print my bio notes (which i never read)

but its either the paper get stuck

or the ink is not enough ==

haizzz

bought cow sth for her birthday which i cant say ^^

but i think its cute, hope she like it :)

kan is being mia.

2011-12-15T00:19:00.000-08:00

yeah...exactly how i feel now

2011-12-06T06:57:00.000-08:00

Fuck this.

EVERYTHING IS IN A FUCKING MESS

what do u expect from me huh

that i wont have feelings?

that i'm just a pathetic little creature?

i'm not gonna fucking do anything to be in ur good book...suck on that.

Bored

2011-12-01T01:58:00.000-08:00

My holiday super boring sia

Nth exciting happening

so decided to try a hair lightening recipe

spray lemon juice into my hair HAHAHAHA

its natural so teacher cant say anything hehehehehehhe

only if this works...

i haven even go down and buy lemon....

maybe i'll buy tonight or sth

Hope it works :D

wow....my life is reallly interesting........................

5th to 7th is class gathering :)

at least got sth to do

i wanna go out and watch breaking dawn

haven pick the day to go out with cow yet...

k shall ask msg kan and cow together.

dun even know why i'm crapping here now...

i just like to type

My eyes fill with tears, so I lift my head up
I smile a little so they won’t fall
Why are you like this to me, what are you saying?
All the things we talked about go to the sky
The words I have never said
The words I didn’t know I’d say as I cried
I like you, oppa, what do I do?

-good day IU

2011-11-26T07:32:00.000-08:00

YAY so i'm back from bintan

Kind of miss singapore hehe :)

the photo quality is meh cause i scan it from a printed photo.

Didnt do much things there , i think

the things there quite expensive leh!!

haizzz price is rising everywhere.

and i'm like an old woman.

k i'll stop .__.

its an nice vacation though :D

the swimming pool at the hotel is AWESOME :D

and we kept getting 马杀鸡 :P

so relaxing... but now i am back to reality..haizz

My nails that i love :D

its so long :D

at least longer than it had ever been since last year :D

sjab cant have long nails so i always have to cut it like once every two or three weeks

so i treat my nails now like treasure HAHAHAHA

i know it doesnt look that long but it took me two months to grow sth like that :(

what's with the growing rate of my nails.. :(

k topic off my no-one-cares-about-it-but-me nails

cant find my homework

haha i lazy find also........

bye

BINTAN!!!

2011-11-21T21:29:00.000-08:00

so excited ^.^
didnt go overseas for a long time i think.
somehow this reminds me of pahang camp :D
the camp was damn fun okay!!
ok back to bintan

i've never been there before
hope the food there isnt too spicy or anything...
back in four days!!

on a random side note
my mum told me we will be swimming
and i wanna wear the swimmer kind of swimming suit
but she insist that i should wear two piece .___.
where got mother like that one LOL

hurt myself when shaving armpit ouch...
girls really have to do A LOT of things to be presentable ==....
and guys just have to take a shower and put on fresh clothes ==...
what is this
why am i saying unglam things...k bye.

Open house

2011-11-20T07:28:00.000-08:00

the school open house is so boring

not much people come to the sjab booth haizz

out of no where they played 'the boys' by snsd and many people screamed HAAHA

never know we got so many snsd fans here :D

Went to the 3D animation booth to help out :)

quite many people came to look at the subject HAHA

dunno applied subject so popular one :P

Li wen's playing sims 3 HAHAHAHAH so fun

lazyyyy

watching white chick now :D

LOL seriously!!

'i'm gonna have a BF' HAHA

2011-11-19T05:03:00.000-08:00

Today is awesome.

Beef + Cow + MSG + Kan noodle? = perfect bowl of la mian :D

OK, really really tired now...

can hardly keep my eyes open...

i think i'm going to sleep half way through this post..lol

the things i carry were super heavy, thx mitochondrion and msg for helping me carrying some of it :)

must lose weight with cow already! JY for both of us!

will post about the open house and the outing tmr, maybe :P

good night darlings! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo cant put enough HAHA

Moonie :)

2011-11-17T08:01:00.000-08:00

Went out with moonie :)

313 mall first.

Went to M1 cause she needs a new phone contract.

Gosh, she got the iphone 4s =.= jealous...

I'm still using the cracked phone...haizzz

anyways.

Then walked to orchard road the takashimaya and wisma (dunno how to spell lol)

She bought quite a lot of stuff

I bought a dry shampoo only haha

so rare that i spent so less shopping :D

but of course, this is when i exclude all the money i spent on food... which is ...yeah dont remind me lol

After that took bus 36( for the first time) to parkway to continue fighting!

By the time we reached her house...its like 9.30pm already

We still ate hot pot somemore :D damn freaking nice!!

Seriously... i miss the food back in china haiyo

But the not spicy kind lah

Food in singapore is nice also, but once in a while i also need to remind myself of what i used to love so much. :)

Along the way, we are like eating non-stop LOL

Pigs sia... but food is nice ~~~

Holiday really makes me fat ...

okay as long as there's nice food on this earth

i will be overweight if i dont control myself HAHA

k lah not so serious cause i dont really wanna spend that much money (as least not all the money) on food.

Either way....i ate A LOT today.

Adding on to the BBQ fats yesterday night ... sigh

BUT ITS WORTH IT! i think :P

Lately i'm obsessed with xiaxue's guide to life youtube videos.

I really wanna watch finish all the episodes so i'm trying to do that.

Back to the youtube!

2011-11-15T22:32:00.000-08:00

Thank you ziwei :) << this is not a lol thingy, its my real expression :)

2011-11-15T21:41:00.000-08:00

They cant see it

They just cant.

The changes that i've made.

The things i do to improve.

If they dont see it

They assume that i've never done it.

And then when i tell them.

They will take out every single evidence from the past to try and prove me wrong.

I really dont understand.

Fine, they are humans too.

Maybe someday i will understand

Maybe not.

Thank you :)

2011-11-15T20:57:00.000-08:00

Thank you to my dearest friends there.

Thank you for caring

Or even coming to my blog

I used to be an open book.

Everybody just ask me what happened and i will tell them.

Like tell them everything....

But then when i look back.

They're just plain curious...

They probably hear and forget about it

Worst, they probably never even listen to me properly.

From now on.

I'm gonna close the book

No more showing anybody anything

Well, come to think of it

I'll save them trouble.

I wont bother them with my stupid ass problems anymore.

I will try to keep my mouth closed.. O_O

But i do really thank the two sweet hearts who always cares :)

i really love you all ~~~

memory

2011-11-14T06:01:00.000-08:00

It hurts.

My heart.

It hurts.

Haini, you canNOT cry this time

But i still cried

I'm such a loser...

I wanted to talk to my friends.

But, there's no one to talk to.

I feel distanced from all of them...

They all have their own problems

And my problems are just gonna let them down.

I feel so vulnerable

Like i never had before...

how i wish i have that someone

someone that can understand me

and be by my side

and love me for me

maybe one day..

maybe not.

I miss how it used to be.

I really do..

Haini, you cannot cry....

be strong...no...dont cry..

somethings are better off to be left unknown

2011-11-13T20:49:00.000-08:00

People always have a dark side in them.

It's up to them whether they wanted to show it to the outside world.

People we claimed to be 'nice', they're just trying their best to not let the darkness take over them.

People we call 'evil', they simply do not have enough self control.

It may be easy to say.

When i ask you like this

"If you have two choices, the light or the dark."

It is obvious that you will choose the light side.

But when you are really being thrown into a real life situation.

I wonder if you can still do the same..

It is hard.

Well, to my friends and stuff, i'm always seen as the 'nice' girl.

But sometimes, i have a dark side too.

Of course, i'm trying not to let it affect me.

Trying to live up to my impressions.

I really admire those goody-to-shoes people

They are the ones who will succeed in life

And those who behave inconsiderately

Will be a failure. unless they change.

I do not want to be a failure.

2011-11-12T23:16:00.000-08:00

So today's i'll be talking about XIAXUE

the following photos is all taken from www.xiaxue.blogspot.com

Seriously, i had to admit, i am really awed by her truthfulness. Although she did plastic surgeries and is still doing it now, she is not afraid to tell other people, unlike those people who go and get their features done and when people ask, they will deny they had plastic surgery.

And, she is also very straight forward and funny :)

But then, there's always haters.

From what i've seen, she had really been getting tones and tones of really mean comments.

She just says what gets into her head and really voice out her true opinion.

I know people call her 'fake' and 'artificial' but the thing is, its her own choice.

It's her life, if that's how she wanted to do with it its totally her own business.

People also call her 'racist' because she dyed her hair blond....

She obviously dont...if you read her blog you'll know...

But the comments had been getting ridiculous so she decides to put a stop to all these and dye her hair PINK!

only she will dare to do sth like this LOL

I think she look better in blond though

But if the pink is like more milkier and light ,like a light baby pink? , then it will be damn nice!!

i really hope she dye her hair like that the next time!!

anyways, she still look chio....what to do, she has nice features~~

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA this is so funny LOL

her expression is priceless AHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

ok compose yourself... ehem...

she's normally dont post pictures like that, that's why i laugh my ass off AHHAHAHA.

kind of weird to end post with this picture LOL

CHECK OUT HER BLOG!!!! (lol she dont even need me to say that lor, besides nobody will look at my posts anyways ~~lalala)

2011-11-12T03:50:00.000-08:00

yeah....

at first i dont know what 11:11 means when people on facebook and twitter kept saying it

but then i knew

and then i tried to make a wish too

but the thing is .....

haizzz......

i ALWAYS miss the time...damn it

AHHHHH damnation...

so yesterday, its 11/11/11

everyone's so excited and stuff

i am a little bit looking forward to what will happen

but nth actually happens lol

like no significant stuff

come to think of it, i forgot what did i even do on that day..lol

oh ok maybe sth nice did happen :)

i cleared out one misunderstanding :)

and went out with hwee jing :)

haha lol

anyways that's not the point

the point is...i also dunno what's the point...lol

ok the point is ...i will never be able to make any wish on time because

1. i'll miss the time

2. i think what i'm suppose to wish for and miss the time (again)

ok maybe i should plan for what i'm suppose to be wishing for.

maybe just to make one wish to try if it really works :)

i think it wont work though lol

i'm super random and crappy...as in i crap a lot lol

2011-11-12T03:22:00.000-08:00

picture taken from http://1.bp.blogspot.com :)

OK i know... i hated how people love koi so much

but i also hated kpop fans before

now i also listen to kpop :)

why am i rambling off point again...ok back to koi

i was goggling pix for koi

i typed in KOI then all i see is fishes =o=

i didnt know KOI is a kind of fish LOL

i always thought people called those corn fish ...... is it their pronunciation or my ears..lol most likely are my ears.

so anyways~~~

i first tried the vanilla milk tea

then its quite nice

so i quite like it

and i am crapping

but still

i'm not crazy towards KOI or anything

i just like it :)

i'm done ~~lalala

2011-11-11T01:42:00.000-08:00

BUBBLE TEA!!

crazy long day with msg LOL

HAHA sky i steal your girlfriend muahhahahahahahhaahhaha.

bio SPA first.

again, i think i screwed up again .___.

haizzz dont wanna think about it already.....cannot find the key source of error like always.

Anyway, after bio spa i went to sjab room to pack first aid thingy for people.

People never realise the importance of sjab...haizzz

they only ask for things from us when they need it.

Normally, sjab is seen as a useless slacker cca .... haizz

haizzz i'm sighing all over the place like an old woman.

suddenly thought of what happened a year ago.

2/3 was having pe

and we get to play games

at first i wanna pick badminton but people took it before me

so i end up sitting at the flag pole there with priya, wydianny (i think...? sry bad memory) and another person.

then one pe cher came up to us and start lecturing us because we were slacking.

when he ended, we get up from the pole there and i gave a kind-of-loud sigh.

cher suddenly turned around again

"what's the sign?!"

"huh what sign?" i thought he thought that we are like making faces behind his back and doing some rude signs to him? (which i didnt btw...)

but he looked even more angry

"i heard you, dont try to act!" then he walked off.... .___.

actually....he's referring to the sigh...........................................................................................

SERIOUSLY, WHY IN THE WORLD AM I SO DUMB

that time i dont even know there's a word called sigh......so i in turn thought he's saying sign... =.=

what's wrong with me...

i after that the next few days then came across the word sigh and realised how stupid i was... ==

well if my english suck so much that you dont know what i'm talking, take it as i'm crapping again~~lalala

i got totally off point lol

Any~anyways, after packing the thingy, i went to canteen to find msg

sky was there and i felt like a HUGE light bulb

so i went to one corner LOL

but then lorren also came to be light bulb, so i dont care already and joint in XD

after chat chat chat sky gone to training, me and msg went to library.

msg is reading book while i fool around HAHA

cheese nacho time!! we wanted to eat at the bubble eat shop.

i'm so happy.....soooooooo happy over the cheese and then i realised that the bubble tea shop is closed.... =o= why did you do this to me~~~~~~~~

hwee jing wanna eat maggie mee so we end up buying it from another store, mee goreng heheheheh

but i still got craving for cheese, so went msg's house there and bought cheese fries XD

i know........i eat A LOT..like seriously XD

i'm so lucky that i'm tall, or else i think i severely overweight already LOL

thank you god!!

but when it comes to bubble tea shop, i just cant resist HAHA :P

-can feel oil clogging my blood vessel already haiyo...must control myself.

really...

2011-11-09T04:10:00.000-08:00

you're dying, and not telling me

i know...as your 'best friend' i'm suppose to see it

i'm suppose to go to you first and care about you

i'm sorry

i am.

i know there's sth that you cant get over

some memories that just cant let you go

but i didnt think it will be to this extend

unless not again...

you promised

and i never forget that promise

actually, you kind of remind me of my mum

she likes to smoke

and we made a similar bet / promise

but she just pushed it aside and act like nth happened.

It's killing her, but she's still willing to do it.

I HATE HER FOR IT

but i still love her

WHAT EXACTLY DO YOU WANT ME TO DO.

seriously... please stop.

i may not understand your conditions totally and i probably never will

trust me, it is not worth it

taking your life is like

leaving all the rest of your friends and people who cares about you in misery

i know this friend

she is very mature

she wanted to suicide too

but she didnt because she cares for the people who cares about her

well, if you are thinking that's because she's too chicken feet then you are god damn wrong.

she can end her life right the second if there isnt anyone to miss. or anyone that's going to miss her.

can you come to your senses...i dont wanna wake up one day and see my best freakin friend's name in the section where the list of people who had passed away are.

i want to see you on newspaper for the reason why you're on it for the first time, for your achievement.

Years later, i wanna see an entire page 6 written about your life on how you get out of your misery and became so successful in life.

Dont give up on life.

Just dont.

Your are born into this world at this time for a reason.

And i'm pretty sure that that reason isnt for you to take a pen knife and slice through your artery.

If i have your mum's number, i will, i really will, call her and tell her EVERYTHING.

and that she is slowly killing you.

It'll be rude, but if it's what it takes to save a depressed soul, its nothing.

i am your friend, i may not be the most caring one, but i'm trying.

i will improve.

dont leave us without giving me the chance to.

PoCkY

2011-11-07T00:32:00.000-08:00

FIERCE WOMAN AND LA MIAN STEAL MY POCKY.......

i bought like $8.20 worth of food and its gone within 1 and a half hour....

O.O

they are dangerous creatures.....DO NOT AGITATE THEM

i'm supposed to be doing English comprehension now.... and here i am .... only did one question and that's copied from fierce woman...teehee

ok back to work now....

I'M BORED

2011-11-06T20:43:00.000-08:00

the title says it all...

AHHHHHH love die my new blogskin

2011-11-06T19:27:00.000-08:00

LOVE DIE MY NEW BLOGSKIN!!

i just cant get over it LOL

something about new and customised blogskin just makes you so eager to blog again HAHA

so yeah....but i'm not going to blog that often though, dunno, see my mood :P

dont expect much out of me sorry .__.

so talking about my addiction today :D

yes, YOUTUBE!!!!!!!

st first i just thought its a boring website where people upload their videos for research or school work because teacher always seem to get their information from there lol.

But now, well, its still a website for people to upload their videos lol.

But it gets more exciting as i discover more and more youtubers that put in so much effort in their videos to produce a funny, good quality, and FUNNY video. Did i mention funny?

seriously, i literally roll on the floor laughing (ROFL) when i watch their videos..here's a few channels that i like... :)

1) communitychannel

2)nigahiga

3)JennaMarbles

4)bubzbeauty

5)QueenBeeuty & that is not typo lol

6)TheParmerGirl

7) of course.... MICHELLEPHAN!!!

8)yayalifestyle

yeah that's about it :) of course there is other channels that i've subscribed to but for the moment these are the ones that i recommend the most :)

ok imma gonna wash up and go study with la mian and fierce woman liao~~ciao~

Muffins

2011-11-05T01:45:00.000-07:00

Today i overslept~ i'm suppose to be in school by 8am , but i ended up waking up at 10:20.
My alarm clock is not working. Gonna buy a new one later, hope its loud enough to wake up a pig :P

Last night i just realised how a incredibly cute baby can also drive you nuts when it comes to taking care of them. I really dont have the mommy genes. LOL. I reached a point whereby i dont care what's happening already. The baby is like throwing books all over the floor and i just stare at him. Stare......STARE.....and then he got nothing to throw and went out, leaving me to clear up the mess =o=

Ok i'm hating on babies, not good. I bet i' like hundred times more worse than him when i'm young. My mum told me that she had to put me into a cardboard LOL. But of course, she took me out eventually cause she scared i not enough air == ....am i THAT naughty lol....maybe.

Anyways, i collect the notes from ziwei and went with my dad to send my mum to work. We then ate Japanese curry at the hawker center near beach road :D damn nice!!! all the famous food are there, we have to keep turning to find an empty parking lot. There's a stall there called SL II muffin and it is AWESOME. The chocolate chip muffin is the best! I totally changed my impression towards muffins after i tried it ^^

Then i'm so full until i can barely walk HAHA (not really but you get what i mean lol)

of course, i know, i'm a pig~~~~lalala

but what can i do , i LIVE TO EAT haha XD

Start over?

2011-11-05T01:38:00.000-07:00

ok, just fixed my blog template and i'm quite pleased with it :)

a new blogskin can really make my mood to start blogging again.

that's why every time i start to pick up blogging, i have to find a new blogskin

I want to start over.

Not only blogskin...

but, more.

I want to start everything over.

emo post should be banned here..cant help it

2011-11-03T04:19:00.000-07:00

come to think of it

there's like many emo posts on my blog

but i cant help it

i just got too much you de mei de going through my head

and i need to blabber everything out.

not to an actual human being though

because i dont want to

well not really...

because ...

i feel distanced from everyone.

gosh...hope i have a pet..

i've always wanted a rabbit, not too energetic like dog and cat.

and i somehow find it amusing to watch them eat carrots and veges.

ok i'm kind of feeling better

talking about pets

but still

this whole emo thing is out of my control

i think soon my blog will become emoing corner.

k bye.

Everyone's drifting apart...

2011-11-03T04:03:00.000-07:00

i think my blog template is totally screwed....gosh haven log in for ages...
anyways, that can wait...

now, dunno why, i just wanna blog...for a while...even if no one's gonna see it.
so many things happened the past few months and honestly, i cant keep up.

i cant keep up with anything, be it result, family, or friendship...

the more i think of it, the more i think myself as a failure.

everyone's drifting apart..and i cant think of a way to fix it

should i go and grab them, stick them together?

but what if

what if they wanted to go...

if someone wants to stay, he will, but there's no point stopping one who's already made their mind up to leave.

i have no reason to stop them

in fact, i dont know how to stop them

i've tried

many times..

and at times, i thought everything will be fine

that bits and pieces will just fall into place in the end

that's only what i'll like to believe

but i'm in the wrong too

i kind of take them for granted..

i kind of

neglected them in a way?

i dont know, i really dont

i wanna clear things out, but it's proven that nothing will change the fact that we can never be how we used to be. if there's still a single hope, i will try. but i cant see anything even coming near to it.

Obsessed with community channel!!!

2011-08-08T08:01:00.000-07:00

Nat is so awesome!~ <3
LOL
just blogging to let you know i am still blogging ... yeah that makes sense.
Tonight just eating instant noodles for dinner :P no one's at home~~
i actually enjoy eating instant noodle~~ :D
if its not that its unhealthy, i wouldn't mind eating it often :D
but then again...when did i ever eat healthy~hmm~

stomach pain .... bye...
-dumpling

Oral Sensation ! XD

2011-07-07T04:43:00.000-07:00

Today Ms Yap made us all stand up in class and tell her one by one what we know about "my sister's keeper" . Honestly, i've only read about 1/4 of the book so i dont really know anything much. Looking a my classmates sitting down one by one, i thought i was going to end up standing LOL. Luckily, i managed to answer one question in the end~ Wosh~ its like the question contest when you must press on the red button to answer first. Everybody is flipping the book when Ms Yap asked questions about the book. THere's still a few standing, so Ms Yap ask them to answer her the next time, but we are having english tmr, so .... read finish tat book by tmr?

I am the NE rap of the class and went to a NE raps meeting about some youth ambassador heritage trail. WHere we find out our school's history, and do a project about it...i dunno NE also got trips one..

After school and Maths lesson and NE briefing, i went to AVT to have oral training from Ms Pang, is it how you spell her name? neh~so i keep laughing when i read the passage...and screwed up a lot :P She kept telling me to have more 感情~~ and she said my 感情 is fake!! ): sniffsniff~~我是真心真意的 okay~~~
Cher: you sound like you wanna sleep leh
Me: i do feel sleepy --~~~
Later on mengleng also came and she read so much better than me T.T haizzz~~~~she also keep laughing but is very serious when she starts reading her passage , why i'm not that good in controlling my laughter one ... sigh....
Later on Shinee came very late cause Mr Sara was talking to her about something, then Mr Sara showed up when we were praticing...
cher: Mr sara you make me wait for her from 4:30 leh!
Mr sara: really?! haha sorry i didnt know
cher: you see you scare her so much she dont dare leave!
LOL....but of course they were joking~~~

THE ONLY COMMON THING OF US THREE: NO 感情~~~~
we says,"cause we haven 谈恋爱！~"

Facebook, random, life

2011-07-05T04:59:00.000-07:00

Hi my name is Dumpling and i am a facebook addict.

"Hi Dumpling."

LOL....i really needs to go to such interventions...

Cause facebook just seems so addictive to me...

But not recently...somehow, i find that computer just doesnt gets me excited anymore.

Anyhow, i always had these kind of moments when i dont feel like using computer. It comes and goes, but this time, i dont want it to go. I've been wasting a centry on playing computer and i dont wanna waste anymore time ==

i've typed something that i found out i shouldnt say so i deleted it but i dont wanna end this post so soon so i am basically crapping about whatever i sees or thinks of...

Today is so fantastic!! i dont have much homework and tmr we can go to school late, the best day eva after June Holiday break HAHAHAH~~

Tuna tuna tuna~~i love tuna, but i like it only on sushi HEHE, i'm being picky but yeah...

Lately i've trying to wash my face with crushed oatmeal, cause my skin had been a breeding ground for zits this week...hope it works...haizzzz,my face now looks like the fish that will blow up once you poke it, only that i am the blown up version ==... i'm pretty good at making that face LOL!!

YES! my dad finally given me the password of the ccomputer which means that he trusts me to choose when i am suppose to use and when i'm not suppose to turn on the computer.YAY!!! freedom!!! freedom!!!freedumb .... LMAO!!!

NIGAHIGA ROCKS TO THE MAXXXXX!!!!

Holiday is ending ));

2011-06-22T07:54:00.000-07:00

Every holiday is just like every other holiday.
You will be so excited even before it comes, and you will make all those big plans of hanging out, party , birthday party, outings, gatherings, and the unwanted remedial unfortunately. But i guess its just like a pakage, you wont be happy about everything that's in there, but you are still willing to take it because there's only 1 or 2 things that you dont like comparing to tones of things you love.
Where was i? oh right , holidays. At first you are excited, cant wait for it to start, but as it moves on, you begin to feel down. "oh no the holiday is getting over!" and before you know it, you are back school with your uniform on. Some of them will be late for the first day cause their day and night had been upside down since the holiday started. Some of them will get caught by the teacher cause they decides that its time to cut their hair into a cool hair style or that the dye colour will fade when school reopens, or most commonly: teacher wont realise about my hair. And lastly, ALL of them will have to come to school with their holiday homeworks, which are commonly undone.
Haizz...holidays....bad and good.
Actually i enjoy the first week before the holiday, when all the school does is post exam activities and you can temporarily toss your textbooks in your book shelves. In fact, the best time ever is the moment you finished all your exam papers. You can celebrate like it's the last day on earth. The parents will definitely allow you to go out because there is nothing you can do to change your results now. And you already had 2 weeks of exam week whereby you are not going out so you have saved enough money to have fun on the day when you can go out.
Haizz...the moment after exam is over...good or good.

Speaking of exam, i still has so many exam paper corrections i need to do:
~POA
~Biology
~Chemistry
~History
~Social Studies
~3D animation << the most difficult correction eva!

i better force myself to wake up at 9 every morning instead of 12pm to be able to finish all that @.@ 3hours~~here i come~~~

byebye little dumb dumbs :)

-Dumpling

HOHOHO!chinese project :P

2011-06-21T08:39:00.000-07:00

Went to zizhen's house to do chinese project~

Here's some random photos of funny people LOL!

HAHHAHHAH zizhen eating tomato!!! Gochaa~ XD

LOL cant stop laughing~~perhaps because that's how i eat tomato too O.O
I ended up doing 1/4 of what i'm suppose to do and i'm done with the other 1/4 so now i've done half of it :P

okay byebye little gum gums!

-Dumpling

Didnt go for the BFA ):

2011-06-18T22:51:00.000-07:00

i wanted to go for the BFA ):
but never get to go...if i go out too much because of my cca my parents will blame it on my cca once my result is bad... ):
so i stayed home...
glad to know that most of them passed though :)

-dumpling

^^ hehe ^^

2011-06-15T20:27:00.000-07:00

^^
^^
^^
LOL if you're wondering why i'm so happy today, its because of ^^
only aisyah knows what the hell am i talking about HAHAHA *smiles*

Going the meet my Nobelians soon :D
Huiyi promised us ice creams ~~ ^^ (now everytime i type ^^ i will think of ^^ ==)
I wan Mac Flurry!!~AHHAHAHAheheheheh i shall not make her broke :P but perhaps a ice cream cone~ hehe

SJAB CAMP
ops i forgot to update about my sjab camp :P
hehe okay here we go~

Day 1
We have to reach the school by 6.50am. Considering that i still have to change to half-u, i then have to take the bus at 6.20... but there is no freakin bus!! (sorry for the language but i'm really annoyed cause...) even taxi is not available...so i just stand there, waving my hands to every taxi i saw but no one seems to stop...there is one green lighted taxi but he just dont stop when i waved my hands...== what's his problem sia....i'm trying to go to camp here~~
At 6.15am, i finally gave up and walked to school..yes WALK TO SCHOOL...for the first time in three years~~
so i walked through 4 bus stops~yes its so tiring but luckily i had reached in time to change to half u :) hope i did lose some weight there hehe~
The first day of camp is like a blur...although we are in charge, i are not really prepared for this.
So we kinda messed up a bit ~ but overall i think we tried and its the first time so we still have room for improvements :)
Seriously == i HATE WET GAMES unless we are playing it in slippers and spare clothes...We played wet game with school shoes and have to wear it for the rest of the day == not sth i look forward to ... the wet game will be so much funner (i know its not a word but neh~) if we played in slipper but then again it may cause many people to slip and fall O.O haizz.. we shall just play barefooted!! HHAHAHA great idea :P

Day2
i'm actually quiet excited about day 2 cause i get to go home after this and have a good sleep no matter what happened LOL!! I actually enjoy teaching my juniors :) hehe maybe i can be a teacher... hmm... not really...nope...NOOOOOO!! guess i cant ==

Overall MANY people got injured during the camp...people are crying, having headaches. Legs are spraining (many legs) , and elbow is twisting @.@
i feel so sorry for the little girl who twisted her elbow cause she was holding a balloon and someone wants to snatch it from her. :( she ends up having to go to a hospital to check up.
i'm glad that i can treat some real injuries but hope no one will gets injured at all actually~~
The camp food was bit too much and there are way too much onions in the food~~almost every meal...haizz....i feel like puking just by putting them in my mouth....dont even think about chewing~~esh~~ but luckily i got the sec 3s to help me eat HOHOHO~~ :P I eat the slowest i think hehe~~~trying~~~trying~~~

-Dumpling ❤

Day b4 SJAB camp .__.

2011-06-04T23:44:00.000-07:00

TMR is sjab camp ~ lalala

hope i will recover tmr morning .___. ******praying really hard...i dun wan my flu and etc to ruin this camp for me ):

I fell in love with Avril Lavigne :)

you know that i'm a crazy bitch

i do what i want when i feel like it~~

"smile" is so catchy ~~ hehe

i cried when i see the mv, nv seen it b4 cause i only listen to the song alone...damn i missed a lot of good stuff "when you're gone " GO SEEEEE THE MV!!

Today i woke up at 8, but keep snooshing my phone until 9 plus...LOL.Had tuition and eat lunch...i never eat breakfast during weekends ==

my lunch doesnt look appealing but i cant taste anything anyway .__.
erm...i'm trying to have light food so i can recover faster ..

-Dumpling XD

Sick... Fever... but having a good time :D

2011-06-02T07:20:00.000-07:00

So i am sick .... again ....

LALALA~~i totally expected this... =.= ha...

Last night i didnt sleep at all, not because i stayed up, but because i've been rolling around my bed, having crazy nightmare in a semi-conscious state...thrust me ...it SUCKS!!!

Tears just follow down for no reason .___. i think its because i'm actually having a headache and fever that i dont know about last night...Only today morning did i realised that i was actually having fever...

So i depart from home, and as i was walking towards the bus stop, i got more and more nauseous and powerless...keep having cold sweat and stuff... scary .__.

So i went back home without going to the english remedial thingy....(although i already did the homework~~)

Doctor told me that i was having a virus invasion... O.o

So she gave me some meds and 2 day MC...

But i think i will be going school tmr cause i've got a lot to catch up if i want to do well in english ~~

My mum bought some tomato and i cook lunch for myself~~ate meds and went to sleep~~by then, i am already feeling better...So i decided to be a good girl and clean up the kitchen and mop the floor LOL....cause i know i cant concentrate on studies back then.

I slept for about 2 hours, short period of time but its very comforting :D i finally had a good sleep ^^

At night, me and my parents went to a food court (as usual). Since i cant eat fried food and its better for me to eat liquid stuff, i decided to try the ABC soup there, and it turns out to be nice and healthy ~~ :D

Well...its a good day to me cause i sleeeeeeep well and discovered a healthy goody~~LOL trying to be positive here~ .__.

Night night world~ :D

-Dumpling

Contact Lens!!! ^^

2011-05-31T21:45:00.000-07:00

Hihi!~ as promised :D

i went to bugis to order my contact lens on sunday, collected it on last thursday~
LOVE IT~~~but it really disppoint me that the shop dont sell coloured contect lens for people who is astigmatic...T.T

anyways some pictures::

(my sjab consent form below LOLL)

yes my contact is one day... so i will only wear it when i feel like it hohoho~~actually if i wear contact to school, i will not be able to concentrate cause its not comfortable ~~ at least that's what i think it is right now...maybe someday i will reach a stage whereby i will wear it everyday~who knows~ :P

stretch!!~~~~~hehe i'm evil~~but its so stretchy!!~ :D :D

here's me wearing contact lens last thursday~~lalala~~~

i will wear it if i'm tying up all my hair cause my glass will look very weird .___.

Pigu should know my feeling LOL~~~:P

This ring is soooooo cool i must buy!!!~ :D

i'm free thinker btw :P

-Dumpling

o.O?....NO DAISO ):

2011-05-27T08:10:00.000-07:00

Today is...interesting O.o
i woke up at around 6.50, thinking that i am going to be late for school...so i jumped up from bed and dash to the toilet...only to realise that i only have to be in school by 9 to hand the SJAB camp money to Daryl...== again to prove how blur i am

so i got to school, paid the money, go back home to sleep for a bit more, and went to school again with my parents to meet Ms Diana.

After that, the original plan is to go out with MSG and Pigu they all to the big Daiso, but my dad got a birthday today and i still haven manage to but him anything. So my mother brought me out to orchard to buy things for him.

Hard to believe, but my mum spent like almost 2 thousand shopping...in less than 6 hours. That's what you get when u put a girl, money and shopping mall together~~

I got this really unique ring with a cross on it (show it to you in next post muahahha) and everyone started asking if i'm christian.LOL. In fact, i believe in every single thing ~~ (:
Oh and a shirt for the birthday present.

Took taxi to home and dad drove us to awefully chocolate to collect the cake we've ordered.
Went to a chinese restuarant for dinner paid by my dad's friends, everybody drove to my dad's friend's house and started playing majong...and now here i am, posting because i am super bored and there happen to be a computer in front of me :D

really quick and random post (but then again, when did i ever post anything not random ==) but i will post a more quality post with pictures about contact lens. :)

oh and i forgot to say: WELCOME BACK ZIWEI :D

-dumpling

File is killing me for the first time...

2011-05-25T08:20:00.000-07:00

Never know pack files can be so tiring....
Now i got 6 files to pack.....SPARE ME!!!!
=.=....
okay i better get back to packing....

T.T Dumpling

Mass CIP 2011-Bond for charity

2011-05-22T07:04:00.000-07:00

Yo! What's Up! LOL its weird that it comes out from my mouth, oh wait it actually comes from my fingers cause i'm typing LOL...i'm already being lame at the start of my post...

Okay today is Mass CIP day and the theme is BOND FOR CHARITY!!!~~ HAHAHHAHAA it makes me laugh thinking back that the actual theme is first suppose to be BUY FOR CHARITY...sounds like all they care about is money, so maybe they change it because of that :P

So i start my day, thinking that this is a slacking day , i thought i already had enough CIP and i'm just going to do a part for the charity. Nu Aye needs CIP so i thought i can help her out, but in the end, i cant transfer my money raised to her tin when the SLs are counting the amount of money ... haizz
A lot of people ask me where the money goes to LOL and MOST of the people had already donated so yup~~
BUT i say thank you to everyone , even though they do not donate at all or dont even bother about me LOL see i'm so nice~~LOL self praise much~
The more i do it, the more i want to do it~LOL weird~ so i end up doing it do enthu-ly (totally not a word...=.=)
wooo~and i met the actress, you know the grandma in the movie I'm Not Stupid? And the 突然发财's mother of the girl...LOL i'm rambling ... cause i dunno her name but she got a blog called Lao Zha Bor .blogspot.com LOLLLLLL!!!! the coolest ahma i know sia!!! XD SO i met her on the street when i'm collecting money and i kept looking at her to double check, so ends up not asking her to donated~ would she donated if i've asked her? hmm~i think so ^^

Rebecca's tin is sooooooo heavy, and its expected that she got over a hundred == and i got 71 , but its a great improvement for me cause last time i've only collected 60++ inclusive of 20 dollars from myself ==....So the 71 means a lot to me ^^
Nu Aye only short of 6 dollars to get to hundred =O such a waste~~~but a very big amount already~~

Obviously i ends up having dry throat and tired as hell but i will be fine with hours of sleep and a celebration of Priya's birthday tmr~~! HAHA~

i dunno if i can still post tmr so i'm gonna say in advance :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRIYA!!!~ ^^

i've said LOL a lot....LOL...==

MYE 2011 (2)

2011-05-20T05:17:00.000-07:00

haha...haha...hahahahaha.....haizzz ... =.=...
i dont know what to say le...
for some reason, after i've seen the rest of my result, i can hardly feel anything anymore.
If its not because of SJAB and friends, i would have break down ... but i'm fine now (:

i'm just, sorry towards my parents...
i know i've let them down...and i'm sorryO^O...

i'm really scared that i will be retaining because of my english....well, and may even be because of other subjects...

ps: Sunday is Mass CIP, but i dont feel very motivated to go leh~~~hmm but it will be fun ^^
LOL i'm being like PIGU-contradicting myself ._____.

-dumb-pling..

MYE 2011

2011-05-19T01:25:00.000-07:00

just got back home from school, eaten sweet and sour fish with rice, dont really like fish but this is delicious :D

just got back parts of my result today and i'm NOT HAPPY about it....
correction: i HATE it...

Mr Tan (principal) wants all the students to do the MYE papers all over again during June holiday as a homework...to let us figure out where we got wrong and learn from it etc... i really need that...hope my fake fake re-test for myself wouldn't be as disastrous as my actual result...

I found a lot of mistakes the teacher made when marking my Maths paper, so i pointed it out on the paper and hand it up again~if the mistakes are really a mistake, i will be getting 3 more marks and will be passing Maths just on the spot! PRAYYYYYYY!! i've never wanted anything so bad right now (except for...etc...you know) than to pass maths...not because i need the mark (well...not totally), but because i really worked hard and thought i was prepared for it, but obviously not. MOST, almost all my questions that i got wrong is because of my carelessness...Now i really hate being careless...

i really wanna score...i thought i can at least pass maths at about 55 but this really just hit me on the head and drown me into undersea...i'm really sad right now ):

what really disappoint me even more is that i got less than B for my higher chinese...
seriously...what's wrong with me...
my teacher say that i've really chosen the wrong topic for my composition and i really suffered from my sucky choice...
My comprehension...i dont even wanna talk about it....haizz....such a big big shame for being a China born chinese...haizzz.... ;(

i dont know if you can sense it in my post but i'm really really devastated...really sad ;(

STUPID GUO HAINI!!!!!!

-dumpling

posting is awesome!!!!

2011-05-18T09:42:00.000-07:00

I LOVE POSTING !!!! :D :D

LOL just wanna say it out loud becuz i just realised how much i wanted to post after all these days of TORTURE!!!!
so basically i just downloaded the Internet Explore 9 and immedaitely after that, i started having MANY problems with my blogger and facebook.... =.=....
was trying to uninstall the freaking ie9 but it is sticking onto my computer software like a mua chee....haizzz.....WHY!!!! i almost went crazy trying to find the culprit, who kept hiding behind the microsoft software...UGH...
okay *deep breath* ... i shall think on the good side :D :D YAY i can finally post!! ^^

It's already 1:12 am but i'm still posting LOL ~~ okay i'm just HAPPY that i'm able to find my cute cute blog back :D

OMG my blog is full of my lucky colour and my favourite colour!!! :D
GREEN AND PINK FOR THE WIN!!!! :D

-Dumpling❤

3D has suddenly became so difficult OAO

2011-05-01T08:00:00.001-07:00

3D has suddenly became so difficult OAO!!!
i was studying 3D today, but it is so confusing...
so i really cant bring myself to study .... omg....
HOW CAN I STILL SIT HERE AND BLOG!!!....

tmr i'm going bedok library to study with my classmates :D hope i will get to clear my doubtsssssssssss..... =.=

-dumpling

To...

2011-04-27T08:00:00.000-07:00

To the person who i care but always end up wrong.

i just cant talk to you

like how i talk to others.

i know you're sad

that's why i try asking.

But all i get is the burst of you anger.

Should i just leave you alone?

ignore everything that you are worrying about?

cause according to the pass few times

i can only make it worse.

If this wasn't the hundred-th time that we've had this problem

i would have let it pass

just like that

and talk about sth else

pretending that things will just fade away.

yeah

pretending.

but now

i have to say it

not bacause i'm mad

not because i'm sad

but because i dont wanna hurt you.

not anymore...

MATHS!!!!

2011-04-27T05:01:00.000-07:00

went to Mac....AGAIN with pigu ,nuai nuai and MSG :D
Pigu's chemistry assesment book looks very nice and good~but then again, i always think that other people's things are better =.= so i tried a few MCQ question....and i dont know how to do any of them T^T ... how pathetic...but the good thing is at least her book got explanation on why the answer is that :D so YAY thumbs up for that :P

I was eating my Mac flurry milo flavour :D ! Its my second time eating that :D first time was a few days ago with ziwei~ she also think that milo is better than oreo leh!! Muahahaha, milo FTW!! so she end up tou chi-ing my ice cream == but i purposely dont let her eat *evil laughs*

But today's ice cream...the amount is pathetic...== there's only half a cup of ice cream which cost me $2.70 which mean that this is expensive ~~ but its worth it =) i will still buy it next time ! no regrets!

Nuai nuai bought a pack of small fries....small yes...but its a BIG temptation to me...T^T
i ate like a few pieces and realised that i'm on a diet and i've already ate ice cream ... so i am trying very hard not to eat LOL. everytime i tend to stick out my hand and eat, but i did manage to stop myself :D but its so hard... == and pigu they all kept laughing == MSG is also eating ice cream cone ==
Nuai nuai kept tempting me with her fried leh!~ SO BAD ~~ :P she was like, "Haini! look here" then she took a piece of fries and put into her mouth == haizz....guess i'll never be able to be on a diet ... FAIL.

pigu is smelly :P
remmeber to do research on the 竞选 esp the different 党s!!! :P
GOOD LUCK for oral and MYE!!! :D

Dumpling❤

Late for 3rd time O.O tmr speech day :D

2011-04-20T08:06:00.000-07:00

LOL today is very mixed up XD

with me being late for the 3rd time...getting scolded but still looking forward to the speech day tmr :D

main reason is because of the performances by choir ,dance, co and band :)

YAY must JYJY~~ :D

there's no food in canteen cause everyone is preparing for speech day, moving the chairs in canteen, so me and pigu went to bedok point to eat banquet :D

and guess what i ate? chicken rice ... again....

i think everytime i go to banquet, i only eat chicken rice... plus their very nice dark chocolate drink :D which cost $2. So we quickly went home after eating and chatting LOL.

when i told my dad that i'm late for the third time...he's like...

"is that a surprise?"

"=.="

EPIC ....

LOL okay i gotta go..tmr still got PE right before speech day...OMG...hope i'm not all smelly and sweaty when i go up the stage...

(just realised that is not counted as a excuse to stop blogging LOL)

Okay i have another excuse :D its late~~~so bye~~~ ^^

ps: anyone know where to buy durable but cheap umbrella that wont rust? cause the umbrella i bought my junior just turned rusty after 2-3 uses...so yup..have to buy him a new one ..=.=....wasted my money on this crappy quality blue umbrella....never gonna buy umbrella from there again....

hehe my ps is long~~~~~~~~okay potassium (check the periodic table :D)

Dumpling❤

LALALA ass QM doing nth :P

2011-04-18T03:44:00.001-07:00

English lesson we had a new website for homework =.=

another way to cancel our excuse for not doing homework :P HEHE

Finally learnt how to write a proper Balance Sheet for POA :D :D thx to priya!!~

3D animation mah....just say that i cant stop laughing... LOL

Teacher ask us to colour the frog, i put lipcolour on the frog and purple eye shadow! LOL got eye lash somemore leh! HAHAHA my frog look super funny!! .___. sorry froggie

Didnt really pay attention during Biology remedial...because teacher ask us to move infront, but i ended up sitting in the front corner...worst than back row ==... so yup...have to revise on that chapter!!

After chinese remedial....went to SJAB room to clean the SJAB room...LOL actually i didnt clean lor~ adhi cleaned the room. :P sorry adhi~you wont see this post anyway Muahhahaha. well i am the ass QM...suppose to help the QM to clean the room...hmm...i guess i'm a fail... LOL....was doing my POA homework then. AT leats i've finished one homework :P LOL

HEHE this is the most random post......YET... :P

Dumpling ❤

POP...screwing up? Hope not~~

2011-04-15T06:28:00.000-07:00

Hello people!!

Actually i felt kinda guilty posting when tmr is SJAB Passing Out Parade (POP) and some of them are staying up late, making cards for the seniors .. O.O

okay i shall make this quick quick!~

Basically i fell in love with E.T by Katy Perry :D

she is a really good singer and she sing meaningful songs for the most part. Her songs are so positive that everytime i am sad, i listen to her firework :D

Besides, i still like Britney Spears the MOST!! she is really strong and she has the determination and strengh to stand up everytime after she fell down. I truely respect her for who she is. *bowing~~*

she has been making amazing music, filming contagious music videos. However, she broke her knee while filming "contagious" two years ago, this caused great impact on her, because she know she wont ever be able to dance like how she used to. She didnt give up, instead, she continue to strive for the best and sing till the very end. She has sacrified she entire life, sing for us starting when she was a teenager. She love the stage , and the stage needs her. I really wonder will there be a second BS ? Will anyone be as successful as her ?

That is exactly why BS is the one and only "Queen Of Pop" in my mind.

Watching the singers singing now...i really start to appreciate how great the music is around 2000. The singers nowdays could not compare to the singers back then. For modern songs, once i've heard too many times, i got over it and do not wanna listen to it again. But for BS's music, every song is addcitive. When i started re-listening to all her songs in the past, i fell in love with it again.And the feeling stays. This applys to JLo's music as well. You guys are really the best artiste of the century!!! Greatest Respect for all of you!~

Dumpling❤

Milo or oreo? OH WAIT MILO' GONE!! ):

2011-04-11T06:11:00.000-07:00

On the way to Mac...

dumpling: hmm, should i eat mac flurry milo or oreo?

pigu: .....

dumpling: i think i should try milo once ... but i really like Mac flurry ... what should i choose...hmm

When we reach there...

Dumpling: OH NO!!! THERE ARE NO MORE MAC FLURRY MILO AVALIABLE!!! I SHOULD HAVE TRIED IT LONG TIME AGO!!! UGHHH!!!!T.T

pigu: ... HA!

dumpling's internal subconsious mind: dude... .______. ...its just an ice cream.

dumpling: its NOT just ANY ice cream !! its MAC FLURRY MILO!!!

subconsious mind: ....(gosh why am i in this wu~men's body...@.@)

HEHE guess that's how much i like Mac Donald :D

i did learnt something from this incident though....NEVER hesitate to do something that you know you will regret after some years if you dont do it when you think you should but you dont know if that is the right thing to do. wow...that sentence is long. Which indirectly means that i've learnt a long lesson O.O

Oh! one more thing!

When i am eating Mac flurry (because there's no more Mac flurry milo T.T sad story... *sobs*) and pigu is eating LARGE fries (beware of FATS! Muahhahahhaa~~~). We saw this couple right behind pigu.

They were sitting at the same side of a 4 seats table and were being so close and nice and sweet and the girl is romantically trying to sew something on the man's shirt. They were really close and everything. And there she was, a girl awkwardly sitting right opposite them....she's their friend. While the couple were having their most romantic moment, their friend was putting every bit of her concentration on her cell phone, trying to act casual in this totally non-casual situation and trying to act like she had not just seen her friends doing something that was almost as close as making out and they were totally acting like she was not even there.

i mean , why do they have to do that?! its obvious that the friend opposite you either has no boyfriend or she just broke up or her boyfriend is not free. And they were making it even harder for her by doing that! i really pity the girl...i wonder what was she thinking...

"oh no they are going to do it..."

"please dont!! its in public and cant you guys see i'm in front of you?"

"omg...they did it again...."

"well...this is getting awkward...let's check on my phone.."

"ugh~! why arent they stopping?!"

yup...totally awkward....

what confuses me is that they were already like 25 and they arent even considerate for their friends...if you are going to invite your friends go have meal with you, dont make out or do sth similar to that . If you are going to do those things, then dont invite your friends...haizzz....this is all i can say, after all, i know how the girl feels...LOL

One more thing that i was curious about is, why are the girl sewing?! did her boyfriend's button drop off? did she wanna show her sewing skills? did the girl just bought a new set of sewing equipment? LOL okay that's too far....and not serious... LOL mayebe it's the first one :D

Anways....this post is getting tooooooooo long and i really have to go and revise on my Social Study SBQ. Bye guys!! :D

Dumpling ❤

2011-04-10T00:22:00.000-07:00

hi guys!!! long time....LOL i shall not say all those stuff cause it will waste space~oh wait i've wasted even more space... =.= talking about blur dumpling...

hehehehe, just realised that recently, i am really not into computer as much as when i was in secondary 1 or 2. well... the reason that i assumed this is that when i was in sec 1 and 2, no matter how tired i am, i will not sacrifies a single minute of my time of playing computer, even if it means that i will stay up late. However, now, i am not even in the mood to play computer. Even if i do, i will get so tired half way that i will eventually falls asleep in less than half hour in front of computer. And by falling asleep i really means that i will suddenly close my eyes and drop my head on the desk and dreams...scary i know....and weird too. i wonder if one day i will break my lappy by banging my head onto it too much O.O

It's either that i spent too much time on my studies and cca that i have no more energy to do other things or it's that i had lost the interest of playing computer. Well, i hope its the second one.

If i really dont wanna play com anymore, that will really does great help on my studies and i can have a much more healthy life style. I will actually get to go out exercising instead of being a crouch potato at home. :D

YAY!! ^^

Dumpling ❤

Mac flurry oreo and french fries? eww...

2011-04-06T08:27:00.000-07:00

We finally completed and sent the proposal to the ma'ams and they like it!!! :D our Passing Out Parade can proceed and become a great success!! YAY!!~ Most credits given to Aisyah, for being such an awesome leader and the POP I/C :D you seriously did a good job, keep it up !!! OC!! HEHE~ you are the best!! Okay so i went to do homework with Pigu and the couples, Went to Mac afterwards for ice-cream :D Talks about Tissue and one bit with Pigu on the bus :D

New Skin New Mood!!~ :D

2011-04-04T07:16:00.000-07:00

OMG i miss this blog so much!!! i missed typing so so so so much!!! i just miss everything here but i had always been so busy this year.Well, excuses you might say... Competition...CCA, school work...tests and homeworks...i had NEVER had so many tests counted in CA happening so frequently every week...continuously...they just kept coming back... I heaved a sigh of relief after this paper...but have to be back to preparation mood within 2 seconds because there's another test ...either later after recess or the next day.... regardless, both are equally depressing... So.....today we learnt from Miss Yap about .... uses of comma? Hmm....don't know that comma is so useful before HAHAAHA. well, i FINALLY managed to catch up with my POA homeworks and we are now learning balance sheet , which Mr Tan call it Bull Shit =.=...HAHA i had to laugh cause he seldom make jokes :P hmm....that's it for today :D hope you had an good night with sweet dreams ~~~ Dumpling ❤

YAY for chocolate cake theme!!!~ :D Please tag me to let me know that you are actually reading this :D thank you!~

WTH...

2011-01-31T06:15:00.001-08:00

son of a bitch...
i never should have met you.

My new year sicko luck is back ==...

2011-01-25T01:55:00.000-08:00

Hi...i'm sick again
Sick just around chinese new year...again...
i dunno why but its just my luck that i will not be able to enjoy chinese new year everytime...screw my luck...

Pahang Camp!!!~

2011-01-21T08:51:00.000-08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMG!!! I've gone through pahang camp and survived!!! At least i still have both my hands and legs ~ *laughs*
I got more tanned during the 52km cycle T.T okay well i'm not fair in the first place ==...
During the camp~~ I learnt a lot and became more resiliance ^^ ~~ now i really appreciate everything back home~~my comfortable bed, my room without insect,my clean pillow, my phone and most importantly, my dear lappie !!~
This is definitely an experience i wanted to keep in my life but not to go again O.O hehe~~
A big sigh of relieve that i didnt get biten by any leaches ~~ YAY!!~ hahahahahaha~ okay i'm really tired now ~~ *yawn* gotta sleep now~~ byebye :D

My blog is back.

2011-01-13T07:24:00.000-08:00

so my blog is finally back to business ~~
but i will just post about 2 to 3 post per month.
just to get some extra time for sleeping...
yeah, i need to sleep,a lot.
6 or 7 hours is far from enough for me, i need at least 8 hours to replenish myself and get ready for the next day.
I realised as i get older, i need more and more sleep...ironically, I'm having lesser and lesser time for me to rest. So that led me to my resolution of this year:
1. try my best to sleep before 10pm
2.DO NOT stay up for games.(well, for my own privilege, this does not apply to weekends hehe ^^)
3.Improve my first aid, footdrill and home nursing!!!
4.Ask when i don't know.
5. I am actually very scared to promise this ... but i have to strive for it...just like how i did for the last few years, only that i am going to strive much much harder. So i hope i can try my best studying. However, i also need entertainment once in a while so there comes the next resolution.
6.I can go play and eat with my friends, considering i have done what i need to do for my school work.
7.Be attentive in class and knows the answer of most of the questions that teacher ask.

i think that's basically all for today~ good night :D

regretting doesnt get me anywhere, then why i just cant stop doing that...

2011-01-13T07:14:00.000-08:00

I know teachers and parents kept telling us, or better, brain washing us with all the positive sides of everything and convincing us to be hardworking.

There are so many things that just cant be faced with such mind set...there are things where you cant just start over and strive for. No matter how much you try, it will not change. I learnt from my mistakes , cry for a new chance to come upon me. Well, all i get is emotions and despair...

I thought i had gone over that , but obviously i havent. It is just a stupid memory that i wish i will forget, but in some way i dont...

someone ...just tell me what to do, how to feel.

Merry Christmas 2010 !!~ :D

2010-12-25T05:48:00.000-08:00

Awww~~ 2010 is ending ):
but 2011 is coming and that means MORE EXCITEMENT!!!
i'm pretty regretful of not writing Christmas cards for my friends and stuff but i've sent messages to them on facebook and through phone so i hope they got my affection??O.O LOL pukies :P

The most thing i like about Christmas?
Hmm....probably the presents. HAHAHAHA. Although the presents are not very expensive or stuff, the excitement and anticipation is like great!!~ so i got some presents that i really really like!~ and i am really happy about that ^^ thank you !!!

What was i doing during Christmas Eve?
Nothing much this year cause i seriously dont wanna go to the SUPER CROWDED STREET EVER and celebrate Xmas like i used to. Yes, the first time is very fun and festive but its not my thing ~~ i'm lazy XD so i just ended up in my dad's friend's house and have fun :D

They are drinking some sort of mixture of some Gin and other types of liquor, lemon to sweeten it up and some soda to give it a gassy feel~~they actually all like the drink and they got drunk easily drinking that ==
They were like, ''Haini you should taste a little bit of this ,hahaha"
so i did (only a tiny sip)and it taste quite sweet which surprised me~but still bitter at the end T.T like every other wine~so still i still doesnt understand why people like to drink them O.O

HAHA, so i hope all of you had i wonderful and unforgettably special Christmas and MEERY AND HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!~

With lots of love,
Haini

My mum is scary O.Olll

2010-12-23T07:24:00.000-08:00

A super gigantic house fly is in the kitchen when my mum walks into it and flies around her face ,making noises and she's like ,"omgomgomgomgomg!!!" and then she jump around , actually jump away from the kitchen and keep shaking around ==
then when she's back to earth~~she goes,"stupid fly,scare me? you die!"then she straight away grab some sprays and killed the poor little fly.well..not little...

O.O sounds like horror movie for flies O.Olll

我爱你，信不信？page 8

2010-12-23T07:14:00.000-08:00

“伊藤俊同学，可不能这样和老师讲话哦。”

花花公子给了老师个不削的表情，把头转向我。

“喂，你觉得这个老师教的怎么样？”

“哈？我。。。课很好啊。”他看前来好像是在期待我批评他的课程。但他的课真的是很好啊。

“哼，连你也被他那张脸迷惑了啊。”他的声音变得好冷漠，不像我认识的花花公子。老师对我笑了笑，走出了教室。

“还为他脸红。。。”他的声音把不停的再看老师背影的我叫醒，才发现我的脸热热的，一定红了。再说我脸红也不完全是因为老师对我笑，是因为误会老师要和我讲话实在是太丢人了。

“你哪只眼睛看到我脸红啦，臭花花公子。”这种对老师发花痴的戏码发生在我身上，实在不能忍受，怎么能让他知道。

我没给他回应的时间，低下头整理我的书本。他也没讲话，但我能感觉到他的眼神一直停留在我身上。

“喂，你看够了没啊。”不是我要说他，是他的那种专注在我身上的眼神真的让人很有压力，貌似我有几根睫毛，他都看在眼里。就算不直视他的眼睛，我也知道他现在一定是在用一种好奇的心态在看我。气氛就这样变得越来越尴尬。

突然间，他笑了。用我完全不熟悉的笑声笑了。奇怪的是，我很喜欢他温柔的笑声。

“你的眼睛真美”如果是别人在这种情况下说这种话，我一定会对他翻白眼。可是当下，我居然觉得开心。心里有一丝暖意却又不知道他想为什么突然这么说的我，转头看着他眼睛，希望能找出答案。

“你的黑眼圈真深”在不知所措的情况下，我只能说出这种话。。。笨蛋啊。就这样，我的一句话破坏了气氛，把他的浪漫情绪戳破，又变回了花花公子，用他普通的‘迷倒女生の笑声’来回应我。

老师进来了，把班上的的叽喳声打断，开始上接下来的课。

花花公子干嘛要那么跟伊藤老师讲话，再怎么说我们也得尊敬老师啊。难道。。。他嫉妒老师比他有女人缘？不对，应该说是女孩缘。。呵呵。

“学姐，到你了”我身后的学妹拍了拍我的肩膀。

“啊？哦，我要那个，这个，还有这个。”我顺手指了几道菜，就付了钱。

反正午休时间都不是我期待的时间，没人陪你一起吃的午餐，还不如不吃。更糟的是，因为昨天下午的事，人们看到我就转头，完全不搭理我。我对他们理不理我是最不在乎的了，不过总得要给我个位子坐吧。在食堂走来走去，我始终找不到位子。

“过来和我们坐啊！”花花公子高兴的对我招手。

“对呀，学姐来和我们一起吃吧。”她是刚才拍了我肩膀，提醒我的女生。

我认识她，她是二年一班的林佳英，本年级最出色的一名学生。她不仅学习好，人品也很优秀，经常帮助别人，可以说是每一个男同学眼中的天使。而相反的，我就是地狱里的恶魔。但我却心服口服，因为她真的很值得这个头衔。不过。。。她没听到昨天在食堂发生的事吗，如果听到了，为什么还要对我那么好？

“呃，好。”我尴尬的走过同学们尖锐刻薄的眼光，走到花花公子桌前，坐了下来。

christmas presents XD

2010-12-22T04:07:00.000-08:00

My family went out on sat to buy presents for my cousin and my dad's friend. I kind of felt like we had the wrong choice O.O orchard road...Takashimaya. It was so crowded~~kind of like Christmas eve at orchard road :X . My mum dunno what to buy so she just keep buying things from Precious moments. Aww...bad squeezy day. Then we went to a restaurant makan XD
I straight away sleep after we got back from about 9 to 11.30, so fattening~~and i woke up to watch TV until 1 O.O then i woke up again to eat canned fruits cause I'm super hungry @.@

weird day~~

If you know crayon shin chan, i bet you will cry...

2010-12-11T21:57:00.000-08:00

The most touching video i have ever watched. And i cried everytime for the 5 times i watch it...and more~
RIP Yoshito Usui T.T...

Report:BNCO course~ :D

2010-12-07T19:09:00.000-08:00

Woooo~the BNCO course is quiet fun and super memorable!!~

Day 1
wake up at 6 to get ready and report at Bedok View Sec at 8.15am.

Awwww~my long day started~

Nothing much lah~just preparing the bang and covering them with newspaper so others can't look in ~ ps:if our newspaper not nice the madm will tear them away~but our newspaper never kanna torn~ :D

after that we had lunch~some vege and chicken wing~quiet yummy but i got a huge chicken wing so its kinda hard to eat o.o.

They then give out yellow camp shirts to us for tmr's camping~which also must be worn during the camp fire~

then we march to the AVA room for a course~~~about rank corps blah blah blah~and then we pack our things for tmr's hiking ,bath and went to sleep~

i know this sounds relaxing but believe me, its not. we must not smile, haunch, and we must either march or run in the entire camp.

The first night of bathing is hell~everyone is squeezing inside a small little toilet with 6 cubicles but little cubicles for bathing.For some reasons the madm didn't bang the door as hard as what my seniors did in my previous camp, but i definitely took lesser time to bath than my last camp. Thus, i didnt quiet feel clean =.=...Probably because in my last camp i only have to bath with one person but this camp we need at least 3 people in each cubical.And while we are bathing,the pipe just exploded !!! seriously!!!! and the water force is so big that it had injured some girls in the 3 cubical opposite where i am bathing, i am just so lucky that i am not in those cubicles and feel so sorry for those poor girls~haizzzz~

ps:opsy, missed out dinner~hehe but we do took dinner:chicken wings again == and supper : green bean soup

Day 2

wake up at 5.30 cause we need to be in the basketball court by 6~
OMG! Its my first time taking a ferry!!! its so cool!!! but its kinda like sitting on a roller coaster, only ten times less scarier ^^oh and btw, that ferry is taking us to Pulau Ubin~the island i never been to O.O
Soooooo the island is small but nice,and the cold breeze is just so awesome! Only thing that's bothering us is mosquito and rain~cause because of the rain, we have to wear poncho throughout the entire hike and it is just so hot in there! okay dun get me wrong ==
i did bring insect repellent but the sir said that my brand does nothing but attract insect so i end up not using it,which leads to me being bitten by mosquito ==
We kept singing song because sir told us to~but we also find it very fun so we just continue to sing.As we sing, time will past quicker and we will be less tired~ps:i dunno why we are suddenly so crazy and enthu,but we actually sang all the songs in High School Musical 1 ,2 and 3!!!~OMG
when we took ferry back to Singapore,we have to put our bags in some screening machine like what we always do in airport,kinda feels like i was going to another country O.O
Of course we are all super exhausted after hiking and went to faster eat and sleep woo plus bath~and ohya, i got scolded for not marching probably :P but it was okay~not a very big deal~just be careful next time~ XD
Since the pipe is broken at the first toilet, we just change to another toilet above the indoor sports hall ~ the toilet is so much smaller , there's only 2 cubicles for bathing so it is a chaos when i walk into the toilet. Everyone was squeezing here and there and the toilet is so packed~The madm no choice then let us bath in the guy's toilet (and of course they wait until the guys all bath finish liao~==)

Day 3
The most slack among all 4 days,just the preparation of camp fire. We get to gather in our groups and practise our dancing. In my case :retro dance.
At first i think my instructor is kind of pissed off at us or something. Maybe because we are the slowest during hiking yesterday~hehehe~
We wanna cheer him up so we try to make our dance a good one and make him proud~ :D
It didn't turns out perfect but we tried our best :D at least it is better than we imagine :P

The camp fire was a great success!!! And it comes with a emotional ending : Singing of graduation song. ): We all feel like crying (or at least sad) for leaving the camp even though it had only been 3 days~ ToT Even some madms cried~haizz~ ):

we got the longest bathing time :D cause its sunday night and most madms got school the next day~so yahoo!~

Day 4
Sigh~still need to wake up early at 5.15~
Did clean ups and etc~
Did cheers and getting rid of all the foods left.And by that i means giving out all the foods to us and make us bring it home==~BYEBYE BNCO~ ):

OH! WE STILL GOT TEST ON THE 11TH~HOPE I WILL PASS~ :D
haizz~feel so sad ):
(OMG i posted so long o.o!!! must see hor~and i know i will have many many spelling mistakes~hehe :P)

Kbox rule!~~'m desperate XD

2010-11-28T05:31:00.000-08:00

awwww~i wanna sing!!!
haizzzzz, i'm becoming a crazy women liao~

hehe, so i met many friends at the bnco course and they are all very nice~ :D
they make my course more fun and bearable~
my group name is called nobel o.o
as in the nobel price guy~weird isn't it~
so when they ask us to design the group flag, we just draw the nobel's face on the flag and add a peace sign (of course with more deco~s)its simple, but our flag is the nicest!!!YAY!~thx to the one of our group member whose art is very good and draw us one handsome nobel who looks 20 years younger! LOL
i wonder if ziwei's there she will draw better?~hmm~hehe :D

BNCO,haizz

2010-11-28T05:23:00.000-08:00

"life's so predictable it kills me"

sigh~

2010-11-23T06:22:00.001-08:00

Tian Ning:sorry, its too late XD

Its so hard to on my lappy ~haizz

2010-11-22T06:52:00.000-08:00

okay...today i went through a super long process of getting my lappy truned on by my dad...and that's becuz i called my mum a zhong zi when she is wearing a dress that makes her look like zhong zi 0.0...
so i wait and pled and beg and hope and pray and finally after 20 minutes~ they just on this lappy ==...
gosh...what a good way to use a laptop ==

Conan again!!

2010-11-21T19:07:00.000-08:00

OMG i'm watching conan again!!!YAY!!
there's this period where i totally lost interest in conan because there are just so many episodes and i can't watch all of them cause it will totally bored me out~
but i somehow..i dunno how...i just started watching the important episodes where the important people shows up~o.o u get me?

Anyways, my voice just cracked ... AWWW....i try to sing a note but somehow...again... i cant sing that. i can sing lower than the note and higher than the note but i just cant sing that perticular note =.=....this is not good ):

And i finally bought the AMAZING CONCEALER i ever wanted!!! its really really like the best concealer in the world!!! go check it out at ion orchard sephora!!~ :D

Same old new things...

2010-11-13T02:26:00.000-08:00

anotherr night of quarrels, another new reason for divorcing.

sitting in the hospital at 12 midnight...waiting for my mum to be alright.

you weren't even there, cause you think that you have something right to clare.

sometimes i seriously wonder, wonder why the hell are you here .

here in my life, here in our lives.

without you our life will not be as luxury,but it sure will be happy.

wooooo...ok i'm lame ==

2010-11-10T19:15:00.000-08:00

zizhen wants to go kbox~hmm
i also wanna go, okay come on who doesn't==, but of course, we have no money ToT
zizhen say she'll lend us money but tian ning bu hao yi si to accept her offer XD
okay now that she's agreed to go , i till have to ask the others...==
haiz...when can we ever go out together?
OMG and i just realised something.. o.o
hwee jing recently always go out with us, but what about her sky now o.o...oh no...dun sounds good...
message to MSG, must be irresistible!!! LOL

i dont actually like going to Kbox but not after i knew how much fun we had the last time we went to kbox~i think zizhen,tian ning, ziwei and wydianny and me went~and its the first time wydianny had actually went out with us ^^ and i can still remember her mum not allowing her to come because she had only seen Charmaine they all hanging out with her all the time~ trust....its just trust issues~haizz...
At first no one dares to sing and the atmosphere is definitely akward~but wait....who sings first?o.o i forgot! short term memory issues~haizz...
ps: i still had my long hair back then...): i'm so sad ToT~~~~why did i freaking cut my hair offfffffffffffffffffffff ): its much nice than what my hair is now~~~~~choice making issues~haizz...

my blog is like............buried under spams and no tag from really human beings == as in my friends.
I've started writing a story at www.dreamy-dumpling.blogspot.com and it will be updated more frequently than this blog so i suppose you guys can take a look there~
BUT i wont let this blog die!!!!i'll never allow it to happen cause i promised myself that i wont ever change and url and delete this blog :D

with love,
Haini

Streaming holiday

2010-11-03T00:15:00.000-07:00

So...except for going work, cca and camps...i have nothing else to do.
Well actually that's already a lot to me ==...

so i spend 3/7 of my holiday working at Mac and the rest 4/7, i am either having SJAB training, doing homework, reading my House of night novel, or hanging out with my friends...sounds like a boring holiday ==...

bored to almost death,
Haini XD

i wan sushi! nugget, shu uremera eyeliner!!!

2010-10-26T21:22:00.001-07:00

ziwei is behind me , flirting with everyone now!!!!

omgomgomg hehe

i ......know a place...wheere the grass is really chao da

for...chao da girl...she's emoing for the ewww~

chao da boys and girl its so not haini's style....ewww

haini just wanna be fair...cannnot meh? ):

I AM DREAMING ABOUTEMOING...

2010-10-26T21:19:00.000-07:00

Tian ning cheat on me!!!!!

2010-10-26T21:15:00.000-07:00

hoooooo tiannnnn ninggggggg......

gimme 10 million dollars for my green hat~

kannnnn ziiiiiiiiiii weiiiiiiiiiiii.......

gimme 10000000million dollars for seducing me.HENG!

btw its not heng jun wei de heng... its heng....ok whatever...

the big bank,

Haini

AWWWWWWWWW!!!F...

2010-10-20T03:49:00.000-07:00

I just typed 200 words of post and it was all gone...omg.I dont wanna type again!!!...aww...no choice...ToT

okay so here's my end of year results~ just in case you wanna know??
EL........i got 52 and i'm...ok about it...
CL........i got 75++ and i love the compo i wrote!!!
Maths.......i failed with 46+-.....feel like crying ... ):
Science........got 62, just like usual
Geography and Literature........i failed them both...
History........i'm so lucky!! i got 50 on the dot!!!
D&T and Art........ i got an A1 and A2...quiet good i will say o.o...

i wanna choose subject combo 3 or 4....i know...its like oxymoron. I failed both subjects and now i am choosing between them o.o - pure geo or lit. Honestly...i dun like history cause i have NO talent in memorising == and thus i have to take one combo which gets me out of that subject...i mean seriously, come on....isn't Social studies 'good' enough to drive me mad ?!

speaking of mad...Today went to Mac Donald with xb, msg and pigu. Good sia they all got names :P. And we end up luan gao-ing...=.= There's a little girl sitting outside the glass wall besides our table. Dunno is she too boliao or we too attractive (xb:pukies~), she just come and kept talking to xb but flirting with pigu~o.o (xb:why dont flirt with me?! pigu:cause you are not hot~) xb wants to let the eraser to decide which subject to choose and it keeps landing on the geo's side up...kicking art's ass....and we've tried to use different eraser but it is still the same o.o...OMG!! this is so creepy!!! i guess the eraser community wants her to take geography :D And one more thing~Deng deng deng deng~~~~deng deng deng deng~~~~deng deng deng deng~~deng deng deng~~deng deng deng~~~~~*wedding music*
Me and Pigu became husband and wife!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....==...k...thx to our 'dear' xb for suggesting that :) but i am still waiting for pigu to qiu hun~~with her 10 carat diamond ring!! :P *darling~hint hint :P*

insane for once,
Haini

Streaming sucks

2010-10-20T03:24:00.001-07:00

Bugis?...again =.=?!

2010-10-16T02:24:00.001-07:00

god...why everytime pp go out have to be in bugis???
i go there until sian liao 囧~

On Wednesday i just went to bugis with tian ning, hwee jing and ida (ziwei refused to come, or she cannot come) I eaten my super tasty SUSHI and both the best and worst cream puffs in the world....=.=...We went to take neoprints and i forced them to go into the pen shop with me for almost 1 hour :P and all i bought is a file. The file is 19 dollars..and if i buy it ...i am broke...plus there is no stoke for that file and that only file left is old and scratched...who will wants to buy that. So i was thinking.....(10 minutes passed)...still thinking...(15 minutes passed)...i know! i'll buy another kind of file then......(20 minutes)....hmmm...what file to choose....(35 minutes)....which one is better? pink or green?...(48minutes)......okay i will buy the pink one, i need to call my mum and let her know i am buying this so that she will pay...hehe....*ring*...*ring*(55minutes)...OKay she agreed :D i can buy! (shop keeper: "you good!...=.=")SORRY for making you guys wait for me!!
ps: i spent 50 dollars....OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and most OMG-ly...ONＦＯＯＤ!!! pity my greedy stomach~

we then went to iluma~i went on the longest elevator in the mall and went one floor higher than i supposed to :P all the while we are trying to find a place to sit but there isn't any...thus we end up sitting in the toilet...0.0 Tian Ning and Hwee Jing wants to try out the dress that they just bought and Hwee Jing looks so cute in the dress!!!Tan Hwee Jing is sexy!!!!LOL! you should really wear more types of clothes other than T-shirts and shorts!!!And Hoo Tian Ning! your yao is so xi!!!!!!!! i'm so jealous sia ToT...After lots of window shopping...we went home with sour legs (脚酸, get it? :P)

Today..i am at bugis again...with Yexin and rujia.The day before:
Me: Can we go vivo city instead? i wanna go to the JAPANESE two dollar shop~

Yexin:Hmm...

Me:okay?

Yexin: we'll see

Me: k =.=...

On the day...
Me:can we go vivo now :D?

Yexin: o.o...................er...er..er

Me: k.. :(...

I WANT TO GO VIVO CITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!RAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyways i bought a nail polish in ...orange pink colour?? o.o i dunno what colour is that but its the colour of this post :D~~and 2 PENS!!!!hehe i should stop crapping~

Broked...
Haini

My ass...

2010-10-15T07:19:00.000-07:00

yesterday i go cycle with ziwei and tian ning...and come back with a 内伤...ToT

my ass hurts.....and i cant even sit down!!*sniffs*

A big thank you to tian ning and ziwei for teaching me how to cycle :)
at first i keep going left and right but now i'm better :D(not perfect of course~)
after a day of teaching...i finally get the hand of it~not that i can cycle 54 km in the sec 3 camp ToT...WHY I AM SO DUMP TO CHOOSE FASTER ?!!!sigh...

ps: this is supposed to be posted yesterday so...sorry :P

exambutstillslacking

2010-09-29T07:40:00.000-07:00

there are 4 more days to the EOY exam...and i am still here...
i know....i feel guilty to even be here posting but i am really really emo and i need to express my feeling...

i havent even started my revision!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1God damn it!!!!
i am so sorry!!!!!omgomgogmomggomogmgogmogmogmogmomgogmogog....

from now on...no computer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sigh

2010-09-24T08:38:00.000-07:00

everyone is either love sick, emo or sad...=.=...
such a emo year ...

exam time pause

2010-08-20T19:27:00.001-07:00

I'm going to freeze this blog for a while...no more post till the end of ca :) good luck everyone~

Hoping to be lucky,
Haini

2010-08-18T07:08:00.000-07:00

omg my blog is half dead haha, not totally XD

my fav song again XD cause i have nth to post about..oh btw ZIWEI'S SCRIPT FOR THE TEACHER'S DAY SKIT IS AWESOME!!!!MADE ME LOL!!

so today's song ~ XD there's a she wolf in the closet!haha-SHE WOLF!
at first i thought the name is in the closet LOL, did u know Mj also got a song with that name?haha i'm lame =.=...

LASTLY, A BIG THANK YOU TO ZIWEI FOR TREATING ME MC'S OREO CHEESE CAKE :D

SONG

2010-08-13T21:03:00.000-07:00

obsessed with 3 songs,

love the way you lie

California gurls

CHANGE!!! by hyuna

flu~fly~

2010-08-13T04:33:00.001-07:00

today i didnt go to school.because of flu,again.
and all they say is ,'see,everytime dont eat vege! now get sick le lo.. u always get sick and make me pay so much money to see doctor.'
i dunno what to say...
but they do care about me...somehow,'remember to eat yor meds and take some rest~'
there are times when i dont say, but i do appreciate what they've done. there are times when they are mad at me, but they dont mention it.
We have gone through all these...but i just cant forgot that day...when mum walks into your room...when i heard loud wips followed by my mum's groan which breaks my heart....when mum runs into my room and ask me to lock my door...when she cried...when i saw her wound...when the family is broken...
its been a while, but the memories are still torturing me like hell...and i cant get rid of it...
i didnt let them know, because once i tried, but their answer is,'right...as if its true..=.=.everytime give excuses'
i'm really really sad...but i didnt tell anyone...now i'm really cant stand it...help me ;(

science one....itself

2010-08-04T06:41:00.000-07:00

tmr got two tests....history and science one itself =.=....
history, i've decided to put it away...cause its easy
science one, i HAVE to study!!!!! so that means i will stay up late..............................

i got a mei! ziwei!

2010-08-02T05:15:00.000-07:00

yay ziwei is my mei!~
and i'm tian ning's.......food? O_O

today during science 2 lesson, me and tian ning sat together and all of a sudden i started talking about diao face =.=...(that one). She's good at it, but no matter how hard i tried, i still look like a women who jus pull out my tendom or sth...=.=ll so this is the only place i can diao people =.=...hahaha so dont blame me if i diao you >.<~~~~~~~~~

no post no tag

2010-08-01T07:27:00.001-07:00

no post=no tag?
evil sia you...

my first short post,
Haini

NDP sjab

2010-07-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

Today i am like super exhausted cause last night my mum decided to put songs into her iphone, so she asked dad for help. At first, it all goes well but when we have to download a lot of things and this became a little bit complicated, my dad said:"#!^%$^#, every time buy things that are difficult to use!!" then he walk out of the room and slapped the door =..=....

that reminds me of typical man, who always does the following things...

when his girlfriend has problem using the computer and etc...he will often be happy to help. But when things gets tough or they cant fix the computer or something, they#$#%#%#%$^ and get angry =.=....so childish sia. Anyways i crap too much le :x

Monday i forget to bring my umbrella home (another clumsy act =.= )so today i go to the classroom to take it, luckily its still there ^^ so the first lesson started and there's nothing much to talk about for history except that our test is being postponed to next thursday i think. And then after that, Mr roger lim comes into the class for science 1 and followed by his endless 'itself' that cheesed me off. BIG NEWS: Ms siti wore dress today for the frist time!(if i'm not wrong:P) and gave us vocab test to do...

After school, i got sjab from 3 to 6.30. During the training, i feel extra sia, i'm the only girl at the last roll and daryl started talking to JJ about some 'you want to do it or you want me to make you do it' stuff....i am so eager in escaping this place that i started marching with the roll infront of me when i'm not suppose to move >.<>!~ LOL. When we are doing home nursing, we learn to greet the patient together and introduce ourselves accordingly but Aisyah used wink to be the signal of greeting, which looks like flirting o.o. Then i dunno why, she is so tense and formal that her body is very still, reminds me of vampire from twilight HAHA. ps:sorry for my twilight obsession. All the nursing kept laughing non-stop for no reason, including me XD. Anyways the training was enjoyable after all.

xoxo,Haini

LOVE MY MUM!!!

2010-07-24T07:02:00.000-07:00

yay, today i go to bugis to find my mum. After waiting for her to finish working, then we go to bugis juntion. we took photos and they are sooooooooooooooooooooo cute haha :D love being with my mum, even though she is not happy haha XD

dunno what to feel sia...

2010-07-22T05:21:00.000-07:00

yay!!! breaking dawn is extremely interesting, cant get my eyes off them. Even when i am typing here right now, i am fighting against the will of reading it!!! this is how powerful it is! never guess that i will end up like this :D hehe. The book just made my day ^^, and i am giving up the 400 vocab words for it :D!!!

breaking dawn is my drug,
Haini

make up=skincare prodcuts O_O?

2010-07-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

ok i am obsessed with makeup recently after putting on makeup for siok hwee's birthday party last Saturday. but not long after, i have realised that 150 dollars had gone missing in my piggy bank...then I've decided, I MUST SAVE!!!
rule 1: see don't buy
rule 2: buy don't cry (haha totally random XD)
rule 3: only bring 15 max to school everyday
~~rule 4~~:no shopping after school(i might break this...)
ok i MUST save until my piggy is fat and full :D then i will spend some of them haha.

Speaking of makeup...i always have this feeling whereby i think that makeup are quite similar to skincare products. Because regardless of how much it cost you, there is no guaranty that it will sure works. Sometimes, i even doubt that some skincare products aren't really trying to help you...or they are just trying to make your skin condition worst so that you will spend more money buying their products... Everything in this world can be fake and deceiving...

not in trust,
Haini

Dumpling's Blog

O level year post2

CNY 2012

Drink clique outing! :D

FYI

Bored

BINTAN!!!

Open house

Moonie :)

Thank you :)

memory

somethings are better off to be left unknown

really...

PoCkY

I'M BORED

AHHHHHH love die my new blogskin

Muffins

Start over?

emo post should be banned here..cant help it

Everyone's drifting apart...

Obsessed with community channel!!!

Oral Sensation ! XD

Facebook, random, life

Holiday is ending ));

HOHOHO!chinese project :P

Didnt go for the BFA ):

^^ hehe ^^

Day b4 SJAB camp .__.

Sick... Fever... but having a good time :D

Contact Lens!!! ^^

o.O?....NO DAISO ):

File is killing me for the first time...

Mass CIP 2011-Bond for charity

MYE 2011 (2)

MYE 2011

posting is awesome!!!!

3D has suddenly became so difficult OAO

To...

MATHS!!!!

Late for 3rd time O.O tmr speech day :D

LALALA ass QM doing nth :P

POP...screwing up? Hope not~~

Milo or oreo? OH WAIT MILO' GONE!! ):

Mac flurry oreo and french fries? eww...

New Skin New Mood!!~ :D

WTH...

My new year sicko luck is back ==...

Pahang Camp!!!~

My blog is back.

regretting doesnt get me anywhere, then why i just cant stop doing that...

Merry Christmas 2010 !!~ :D

My mum is scary O.Olll

我爱你，信不信？page 8

christmas presents XD

If you know crayon shin chan, i bet you will cry...

Report:BNCO course~ :D

Kbox rule!~~'m desperate XD

BNCO,haizz

sigh~

Its so hard to on my lappy ~haizz

Conan again!!

Same old new things...

wooooo...ok i'm lame ==

Streaming holiday

i wan sushi! nugget, shu uremera eyeliner!!!

I AM DREAMING ABOUTEMOING...

Tian ning cheat on me!!!!!

AWWWWWWWWW!!!F...

Streaming sucks

Bugis?...again =.=?!

My ass...

exambutstillslacking

sigh

exam time pause

SONG

flu~~~fly~~~

science one....itself

i got a mei! ziwei!

no post no tag

NDP sjab

flu~fly~